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Age 15, female, 5'4"
And I realize,
I don't wanna love you anymore
It hurts to much to feel the way I feel
I rather go on, pretending its not real
Its too much to see you let go
For you to think what you thinkand never really know...
The way my heart is beating
beating and for you
You can't see the things you do
So Im writing you off
This time for good
Saying the things they said I should
A long time ago
Although I was blind
It'll hurt for a while
but i'll heal in time
Cuz it doesnt change my heartbeating in synch with your breathing
And you feeling tired
while heart is bleeding
Things you never know,and I don't want you to see
The only thing i ever wanted was for you to want me
And I'm if im still not it
I don't care anymore
You've bruised whats left of my pride
And my thoughts you've tore....
Age 15, female, 5 foot 4
You've done too much damage so
I can't keep you anymore



SUBMITT <------

Sober

So I took my earphones out my ear
Looked for something more to hear
Something that won't draw me near...y
our thought or voice
Heard my heart completely stop
Fever climb from mild to hot
Look around at what I got....
and know it's what I chose
Almost 2 months and I'm still sober
Cuz I feel it's really over
I guess you really weren't my clover...
but no complaints here
No, you didn't plea your case
I slammed the door right in your face
You're not the taxi that I'd chase....
once you've packed your bags
Now look at me and look at you
You see the things that hurt can do?
Well...you got bored and now you're through....
But two has felt that way
It's been a while but i'm still sober
You'll be the cold I'm finally over
Now these guards I'll never lower.....
it's in your trait to walk away
Divorcees now, and we weren't married
Happy family, no children carried
Was the love imaginary?....
Cuz I can't feel it now
A young boy lost, a young girl old
I held your hand when it was cold
Damn near thought I felt your soul...
.and now it's done this way
But lately, i've been so content
Forgot all of the love I spent
Can't own my heart, but you can rent...
which can cause' for some dis-content ...
but on your own behalf
The conviction made me laugh

You loved so deep and held so tight
yet still the timing wasn't right?
You left like a dream in morninglight...
I wonder were you real..or just a void to fill...

cuz

Now of you I'm finally sober
My worst addiction,
standard lowered
Forgotten, secret, heart-felt clover
I'm not as sick now that it's over...